It’s sad to say that you only call on holidays and birthdays. The fact of you not being around is still difficult for me. I wish you knew how much you affected me and my siblings emotionally. But, you see we tend to keep it to ourselves and think that you could careleas about us. I know you’re far across the country and it just makes things hard still. Just wondering if we’ll even get to see you and see me walk across the stage when I graduate. I notice I hope for things like this way too much, waiting for it to happen. I’ve seen so much change in the family ever since you left and the pros and cons to it. I guess I shouldn’t put too much tought into it. Atleast you called this morning right? Yeah, just because it’s Thanksgiving. But, I’m glad you’re okay and what just happenend recently in Cambodia about the stampade scared me. I miss your cooking Grandma. It’s Thanksgiving no time for being sad. I can’t wait to stuff my face with food and no one telling me to stop eating.