January 2012
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Four months until I see you and trust me I’ve been counting. Its funny how we talk about the things we’re going to do when you come. Like go to the coffee shop and drink coffee, talk about whatever comes to mind. Go get breakfast at two in the morning just because we wanted pancakes and orange juice. I lay in bed and think about those things, a smile here and there. I begin to doze off...
I was driving home last night from work and the roads were bad. I thought to myself, I know I’m not going to live where it snows when I’m older. But, then at the same time if I move to the city I’d have to deal with traffic. Besides the fact that I don’t have school, girl scouts start selling their cookies today!
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I’ve became a really boring person in the past year or so. I think I should work on “not being so boring”. My mom tells me I need motivation to do things. Gosh, the moments I realized I’m boring as fuck.
I miss your presence.
I forgot how much I loved watching the snow fall softly from the window. It always gave me that warm feeling inside. Then for some reason it makes me miss my younger days and now I’m a boring old fart that is lazy.
November 2011
It would be nice if I had time to do things for myself. I forgot how it felt laying in bed and not think about what I have to do the next day. It’s either work or school. I’m tired.
October 2011
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Damn, I miss blogging. Especially seeing everyones posts and the funny things on here. Expect more of me soon!
September 2011
My life is flying by way to fast. I can’t even catch up.
Omg. I miss tumblr. hi guys. =)
August 2011
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Hi. Bye. I miss you guys.
June 2011
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May 2011
Hi. Bye.
April 2011
February 2011
“I guess I just got too close, too fast, now I’m in so deep it’s fuckin up my...”
– TiRon (via jaywade)
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January 2011
Those beats my Dre headphones caught my eyes when I walked into the Apple store. Attached to a Ipod Touch and just searching through the music. Blasting up Window Seat by Erykah Badu made me feel like I was the only person in the store. After that, I went to Barnes and Nobles and fell in love. The Audio and Music area blew my mind away. I was surprised they have albums like A Tribe Called Quest to...
“Not every girl wants to be in a relationship.. Some just want good company, a...”
– via labcabinportland (via isabel-d) (via shna, meowf) (via genevievebunda)
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Happy New Years!
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December 2010
When I get the chance to be surrounded by people that make me happy. It gets things off my mind. Sometimes I wonder what if I wasn’t surrounded by their presence at that moment. We begin to talk about our future, but does it really affect them as much to me. Maybe I’m just putting to much thought into it.
“Are you okay?” she asked me.
“Of course, I said. “Why...”
– Someday This Pain Will Be Useful To You
The same thing tends to happen every year and I just want something new to happen. I notice every year the same thing happens exactly like it did the year before. It’s like a cycle that never ends.
As of now, I’m fine on my own.
We knew from the start that things fall apart,...
I don’t understand why I run to you for comfort. Maybe it’s because you understood me at a point and I expected it to be like it was. It’s like I feen for your words just to make me feel better. Like you said, “I’m doing fine without alot of people.” I know I’m one of those people but you still seem like you care. It has been 4 months. Last night the truth...
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It was nice talking to you last night like we use too. What caught me off guard the most was when you asked “Have I been listening to music lately?” I remember we would spend hours talking about music. I could just tell at that moment by the tone of your voice was happy. Before, I never really had anyone to talk to music about and when you came along I loved every moment of it. Now...
November 2010
The sound of rain is so soothing when you’re just laying in bed. For some reason it keeps me so content.
I use to sleep at 3 am in the morning but now I fucking love sleep.
It would be nice if I had relatives living around me or growing up together. I moved away from them when I was young. Not many memories I could really remember. It kind of hit me when I should cherish every moment I have with my family because they are all I have. Ever since I moved to Indiana the people that I’ve met became a family to me. I absolutely adore them and appreciate that they...
Feel Love - Sean Garrett ft. J.Cole
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It’s sad to say that you only call on holidays and birthdays. The fact of you not being around is still difficult for me. I wish you knew how much you affected me and my siblings emotionally. But, you see we tend to keep it to ourselves and think that you could careleas about us. I know you’re far across the country and it just makes things hard still. Just wondering if we’ll...
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I’m tired of dreeding to move on. I want to feel like I moved on. Reminiscing about us at random times does not help at all.
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lin-ann asked: how was the j. cole concert?! I am so jealous!!!
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Words cannot explain how I feel right now.. I felt like it was all a dream. I am so speechless. I have so much respect for Jermaine Cole. I fucking love you. OMG.
OMFGGGGGG I TOUCHED J.COLE HAND AND GOT A PICTURE WITH HIM!! OMG AHHHHHHH!!! FUCKKKKK!!!!! AHHHH!! OMG!!!!!
The most frequent question I get nowadays. “What do you want to be when your older?” My response? “I don’t even know.” I remember when I use to think I got it all planned out. Half of the words I speak I can’t even barely explain.
October 2010
“It’s like you caught up in a maze. You keep on going in circles, girl....”
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I don’t know if you’ve ever felt like that. That you wanted to sleep for a thousand years. Or just not exist. Or just not be aware that you do exist. Or something like that. I think wanting that is very morbid, but I want it when I get like this.
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